Golden Dreams

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Whoa...

The student of whom I counseled yesterday told me that her dog had Hemangiosarcoma, but they didn't know it. Isn't that unreal? She came home to find a new puppy though. I don't think I could do that. I feel guilty enough going through with the rescue. I know life goes on and that this was a process started before Fennie passed, but I feel so weird about it.

We received the call last night about four potential dogs. I've spoken with two foster parents today and both sound like they need us. The one my gut says to take has not been in a foster home so I am wondering about him being housebroken as he was a stray. We would foster to adopt him. The other really sounds lovely and needs a house where he is the king. He has been known to run, so that's my biggest fear. He loves the leash and loves other dogs. I have a call in to the third dog, but there was no answer so I will try later. The fourth is a wee bit special needs. I can't do that again. I am not being selfish, just tired.

I know it's natural to compare them to Fenway and I am trying so hard not to. When we've had perfection, where else can we go? I am not sure which is more official...a new dog coming into our home or Fenway's remains being returned to us. I suspect it's going to happen at around the same time.

I know everyone thinks their dog is special...but mine really was. A little man in a golden coat.

link | posted by Golden Dreams at 4:01 PM

1 Comments:

Katie McCormick had this to say:: Bari,

Yes, he really was special! And you have so much love to give to another dog who needs you. That is part of Fenway's legacy. I can't wait to read how it goes with your rescue.

Katie and Riggs; 5:55 PM